I am a killer and I am a saviour,
I am what’s smuggled and never paid for,
I am a sinner and I am a saint,
I am the nights I stayed out too late.
I am the one who’s always at fault,
I am the one who’s sealed in a vault,
I’m ready to admit what I never thought I would,
I’m ready to do what I never thought I could.
I am everyone’s worst nightmare,
I am my own greatest fear,
I am painfully overrated,
I am the patience that sat and waited.
I am fragile and easy to break,
I am already cracked from too hard a shake,
I am the rocks on the shore of a lake,
I am what’s left at a funeral’s wake.
I am done being sorry,
I am never enough,
I am sorry, not sorry,
That I am in love.
I am the dynamite brought to a knife fight,
I am the one that everyone wants… right?
I am the deity, lost and forgotten,
I am a child, I am damn rotten.
I am the emphasis on all the wrong words,
I am the sheep that break from the herd,
I am the constellations webbed in the sky,
I am that abnormal, inhuman high.
I am too young to be saving lives,
I am full of guilt that something saved mine,
I am the place where stars go to die,
I am the galaxies burned in an eye.
I am nepotism at its finest,
I am the gold that shines the brightest.
I am trophies I will never win,
I am a hidden, forgotten sin.
I am a stomachache and whatever lines their guts,
I am the one you should’ve never learned to trust,
I am a morningstar and the skulls that it breaks,
I am the gambler’s favorite high stakes.
I am the day and I am the night,
I am regret that comes with the light,
I am the crossroads where Lucifer lurks,
I am all of my spoken artwork.
I am the kid who jumps off of the swing,
I am the jester and I am the king,
I am the raven’s fatally broken wing,
And how I see it, I am everything.