Unnatural.
Wrong.
Unstable.
My hand shaking, I slowly uncap the pen and place it in my grip.
Unnatural.
I pick up a piece of paper with my left hand, and my right hand slowly moves down until the pen is touching the paper.
Wrong.
Pulling my hand to the right, I write out my name on the paper.
Unstable.
The letters are jagged, and it looks like my 6-year-old brother wrote this.
Messy.
My hand is trembling, not used to this sudden stress on a hand that is never used.
Shaky.
Why must I take part in writing with this hand? My left was fine.
I am part of the 10% of left-handed people, I am one of the special ones.
Forcing me to write with my right hand should be a crime against me.
Dropping the pen after finishing up my last name, I wring my hand out, trying to get the weird feeling out of it.
Never wanting to do that again, I place the pen back in my left hand.
Immediately, my soul feels back at peace
My head calms
And I can breathe again.
Life is just so much better left-handed.